The thing that hurts me the most..

I hate it when guys say i love you..

especally when you really love them...

2 months.. i loved him.. he made me soo happy... 

but now all my hope. is gone all my love is gone..

i feel like half my heart is missing.. i feel so alone

i dont know who to turn too.. who really cares...

i was dumped for another girl..

I cry every night.. thinking about him and how much we shared...

i remember when he looked me in the eyes and held my hand..

he used to squeeze my hand and tell me he would never let me go, ever.

it hurts me now that we are just friends and thats all we will ever be...

its so hard to get over. its always my fear.. that i am unwanted and alone..

well i hope he is happy now for ruining me..

....i always want you to know that i love u with all my heart and i will never forget the happiness i shared with you..  i love you and i miss you..